Only when I sleep, am I awake.
Only when I dream do I live
I think of you till the dawn breaks.
Even if you are not someone I need.
In my heart, I draw you near to me.
In my head, I push you away.
Late at night, I feel you close to me.
Yet I am like a thief by the day.
You are a reality, yet a dream
Existent in my world yet nowhere to be seen
A lover, yet betrayer,
Loyal, faith-breaker…
What you have, you have given away,
What is left would be mine to take
I cannot submit to this fate.
I cannot accept being second best.
My mind….
Slapped dead to emotional woes.
Would I be better off?
If I was on my own.
The possibilities, driven with impossibilities
The dreams mixed with realities,
What is seen and yet unseen
How long will it be before I break free?
Come to me,
Leave me…
